title is quoted from lilith, anabelle's sister (youtube: catcreature.)
once i heard that, the spark immediately ignited in my mind and i was triggered (not gonna lie.)
i wanna say things about what is going on right now. national exam is over and im waiting for the result. it is coming out on 2nd of may. i dont wanna think about it right now because i believe i have bombed my matematika and fisika. the result for the simulation for unbk wasnt that satisfying either. whenever i think whether will i make it through high school? can i actually graduate? with my current grades? i panic. i dont really know how the school is going to determine whether a student will pass or not. i can say it with confidence, my daily scores for all subjects arent that bad. i dont have bad attitude either. i'll graduate right? whenever the thought of 2nd of may is actually arriving pretty soon, i just shiver. as i cant afford to Not Graduate. prayers needed.
and also, our school have provided us internship. and im assigned to i3l. we have been doing it for 3 days now. started on monday. grouped together with kd and stanley. so far so good. the only thing thats bothering me is that we are not actually doing a lot of work. regular work time would be 9 am - 5 pm. but we start our activities at 10 am and we end our work at 2 pm. we are given some tolerance that our pic is letting us go home at 4 pm because he was being considerate of us due to the heavy flow of traffic if he let us go at 5 pm.
by the way, my finger is hurting as i write this. i peeled the dead skin off my finger and it kinda stings whenever i press anything at all using that finger. not a big deal. im just exaggerating.
can i say something? its 9:25 pm and im sleepy. its new. ive been sleeping at 10:30 pm and i wake up at 6:45 am. oh my god. being an intern is hard. but we'll just look at the positive side, shall we?
