today im really sad. ive been shedding tears since last night.
dont take people for granted.
he wants to break up with me. ive been sliding next on our photo album in the gallery of my phone. he stopped replying. its been 25 mins since he read my messages. he didnt reply. i texted him again but he isnt reading it. i wonder what happened. is this really the end? high chance it is. he probably fell asleep. could be.
its been a hella ride.
he feels like my mom doesnt like him.
he said he tried to be the best for me.
and then he said he is getting tired of me.
now what to the promises we both made?
to become a better person, to grow until old, to love each other until death pulls us apart.
as cringiest as it sounds, if he decides to end our relationship, this will become my worst heartbreak ever. not like i got my heart broken many times. but he has given me everyhing. he makes me feel loved and this is what he get in return. i was so bad to him. cant rly do a thing beside crying and escaping the reality. i let my tears fall and sometimes i just dont feel like wiping them away from my face, hoping we will be okay and start as a new human being again. if this is really the end, i dont know how much time that i need to move on from him.
if he replies and say that he doesnt wanna be together with me anymore, i can do nothing except apologize.
thank u for always being there with me since day 1.
thank u for always helping me whenever im in trouble.
thank u for showering me with love and affection.
thank u for making me realize how beautiful love is.
