logika coffee

*gotta post something before may ends*

hello guys! back with a post again, nonsense post. was supposed to go to taman anggrek with a bunch of friends plus my brother before all of them cancelled on this lmao. so me, olivia and gio decided just go to the nearby shops to eat and chill. 

audrey was fast asleep when we finished school at 9ish am. and we called her many times to wake her up but no avail but then she woke up by her own which was a good news and i had to be stuck in the traffic like for almost an hour because jakarta is that suck. 

we went to oseki first, modern japanese cuisine which serves really good sushi and i had so much that my stomach almost exploded, considering i only had milk since morning. after that we went to logika, which is super near oseki. it's like two or three shops beside oseki. 

i placed an order; ice greentea latte which was super good!! better than starbucks' due to its rich flavour in greentea. i even ordered another cup after i finished my first one. they gave us lemon infused water too after the barista saw us with empty coffee cups. we played uno cards and poker as the cafe has them on the display shelf. while playing poker, the barista watched us play and audrey even went like "baristanya lagi nonton kita main" on the group chat. and i have already realized it before she announced it on the group chat lmao. and then the barista started to get friendly with us by talking a bit about the game and then he came standing near our table and joined us too. anyway it was cool. we even saw another barista or server i dont even know, who has worked for toska before lmao. he quitted toska and joined logika i guess. they are probably friends ??? but ok idc. 

im gonna study biology now goodbye.

biology and tea

i have just realised that i didnt write a lot this month lol im having a lot of off days from school right now because of as level exams that are currently still taking place. chemistry practical is on 23rd and i didnt take the subject so i wont be going to school until 23rd. but after that i dont know what im supposed to do lol because the next paper is going to be on 6th of june for biology and that is the first paper on june and i am not actually buying that the school is just going to give us the holiday like that until 6th of june right? but i am actually hoping so lmao. mom and kennedy is coming over this sunday and im looking forward to it because i'll finally have some company here as i am lonely as fuck hahaha shame on you sharon. i need them here so i can finally have somebody to accompany me to the mall. i need to go to muji to get the toner lol and i need to purchase a new hoodie yay. 

and here again, even on my off days, i am here diligently preparing for my next paper on 6th of june while having a cup of tea to sober me up. i had to wake up at 9 am today despite sleeping quite late and honestly i am not liking this morning lifestyle. but i have no choice but follow the order. lets be a morning person shall we sharon? i am a person who lacks punctuation in her writing while typing about her day but ok i dont really care. i need to type and i love typing at the moment so all is good. no need to complicate self by using punctuations. people can still read. 

anyway, i need to recommend you guys to watch suspicious partner because the chemistry between the leads are oozing. oh my god ji changwook and nam jihyun are really cute in the latest episode (7-8) and im impatiently waiting for the next episode. and again i cant wait to watch real with the lead actor kim soohyun. and then theres hirunaka no ryuusei which is not yet on the internet. can all the good dramas and movies come out already!!! 

ok i need to go to study biology now adios i love korea.

fuck urself sharon

because u suck at being a human being. u dont stand up for urself. when u try, u only get stomp and then defeated. i have never felt so disgraced in my whole life. i can only picture the disappointment that my family has towards me if they knew what i have actually done. because i suck at being a human. i am not a bad person but i just suck. i suck. just what more do i have to do. all of this temporary happiness that will cease only to meet with the sufferings and hardships and some shitty treatments that i obviously dont deserve. no. i cant put it like this. i suck at being a human. i suck at being honest with my own feelings. i suck at everything. academics, kindling relationships. sometimes i believe i have everything, i am indeed happy, i am content. but again life always proves me wrong. things will go wrong. i will always be a constant disappointment to myself, because i, cant be honest and i cant confront the enemies, the evil, my own feelings. i suck. i cant do anything but just cry over trivial matters. i want to disappear for while. dont want to die. but just disappear and then come back again. can i do that? no because i suck. 

girls' day out

hello! we are now in may! it seems like yesterday since we celebrated the arrival of 2017 and now we are already half into the year. amazing. 

today an impromptu outing happened and it was quite great since i have barely gotten out of the house to hang with friends. i had an english paper this morning and it was okay, i think. let's not think about it, shall we? so i just gotten back in the house around 12:30ish and audrey asked us out a bit later. and then olivia said let's just go at 1 lol but then we kinda dragged it until 2 but i was stuck in the traffic for 43 mins before i reached olivia and proceeded to toska, literally that one place is where we will go whenever audrey is with us hahah. i had aglio olio because their aglio olio is amazing as heck! i order this everytime i go there smh me, olivia and audrey got earl grey and gio only had smoothie bowl hashtag healthy life. after toska, we continued our trip to starbucks and we literally walked from toska to starbucks lol toska was at the end of citra 6 and starbucks is at the front of citra 6 can u fricking imagine how much do we need to walk! but okay we had fun walking anyway. oh my god im so lazy to type anymore now. signing out bye.