happy birthday self! wasn't really looking forward in turning 17 because i knew this kind of stuff would happen. i was actually quite happy and grateful for my friends who bought me cupcakes and even oversized shoes because i really didn't see it coming hehe and then the midnight wishes from the circle. but i guess i am not feeling it, being 17. maybe i saw it coming. oh god i am so sad like super sad. even though you are not supposed to be sad for three days straight or a week (i forgot) on your birthday but i feel extra crappy! even google wished my happy birthday and i mentally corrected it as sad birthday plus the rain is making me sad even more... oh god i think i'll be sad for the rest of my life which i hope i won't. doesn't wanna drown in my own tears.
happy birthday sharon. i hope you will lead an incredible life which is worth telling and i hope you won't be sad all the time and then i also hope that you can vocalize your thoughts more. stand up for yourself. know your worth. you know this life is full of ups and downs. be patient and happiness will come to you because all the good things always come later. you are loved, remember that. 17.
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