so today is the day where i have received jeha's mail and it's a book and it's an advanced birthday gift for me and i just can't contain how grateful i am to have the people around me????
last night, i ended my day by praying as usual and i just got overwhelmed, really lol like no joke with all the people that i have in my life. some people might treat you like shit but i believe they are there in your life to teach you something, to let you grow stronger and develop yourself. and then there are some people that made you think and feel like you want to be more deserving of them because they are just so precious and that thought just literally made me tear up because personally i think i drown myself in self-pity too much and i suck at being a more deserving person but nevertheless, i think i'll remember those who treat me good because that's how they are and those who came and taught me a lesson and also helped me in clarifying of how i wanted to be treated. i really don't want to forget this feeling.
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